somethin i wrote...

so, shit just pops in my head [different scenarios] & it just comes out. never been in this situation..i think it's cuz of something i saw on t.v but anyway i still don't have a good title for it yet


see she don't kno no better, her first reaction is to give him satisfaction. she doesn't believe he'll stay if she don't participate. so she feels the need to fulfill this man’s needs regardless of his short comings. the fact that he don't give a shit about her don't bother her the way it should. she figures he'll come around when he's ready & in the meantime she'll continue to keep him happy aside from the fact he never attempts to give back & poor lil her, she don't even trip off what he lacks. took the phrase "don't judge" too far. she stumbled into a fucked up position cuz of her fucked up childhood. she doesn't have a soul to turn to, no one cares enuff to realize she don't car enuff for herself. the constant abuse is somehow translated like its help. she confuses this man’s touch of aggression with love. this is all she's ever known, all she'll probably ever know. his hard hand must of not hit her hard enuff on her skull. the pain aint sunk in enuff for her to leave. now she believes she's in love. tells the world this man isn't the monster he appears to be so now she's carrying his seed. thinking maybe this man will look at her in a new light see the spirit of his child when he sees her...but all he sees is red & thus proceeds with beatin in her head. he could give a shit if ur carrying a baby...maybe his baby cuz see now he's accused u of cheating. so now u claim ur in love with a man & pregnant so u stay for the child. see she don't know no better &
doesn't realize today’s breath is her last breath. all that lives on is a baby with no mother & a father who don't bother & it all could of been avoided if she jus loved herself more.


still in it's R.D phase [rough draft that is]



"YOU'RE DA MAN"...NASiR JONES