I’ve decided to start blogging again, for selfish reasons I suppose. It personally helps me voicing out what I feel. I have a lot to say, probably too much to some but I’m not here to please anyone.
At the moment its 12:15 am, orange moon by e.Badu is playing and I’m getting drowsy. Not because "it’s about that time" but because I’ve been put on 2 different medications that make me sleepy as hell. So I guess this blog won’t be long. It’s weird though, I can't pull the words that I want to write. I think probably because at this point in time I am baffled, by life. It humors me. I am not bitter or unhappy with turns of events but just taken back. So I’m left with a mouth that moves but no proper terminology to express it. I’m not sad, I’m not mad at anyone just speechless. Yes...I’m speechless.
I’ll say this though...I’m a lot of things. Lord knows I am but I’m not malicious, I don't intentionally hurt people and for those that love to call me heartless...my heart is bigger than you know. Emotions cause more issues than success stories so, me shying away from the emotional bullshit is fine. The people that bad mouth me...must not have really known me from jump and that includes family and so called "friends".
I think I could go on but then it wouldn't make sense to most of you...but then again I did say this is for me.
So...I’m sleepy officially.
